Psalm 102:9
New International Version
For I eat ashes as my food and mingle my drink with tears

New Living Translation
I eat ashes for food. My tears run down into my drink

English Standard Version
For I eat ashes like bread and mingle tears with my drink,

Berean Standard Bible
For I have eaten ashes like bread and mixed my drink with tears

King James Bible
For I have eaten ashes like bread, and mingled my drink with weeping,

New King James Version
For I have eaten ashes like bread, And mingled my drink with weeping,

New American Standard Bible
For I have eaten ashes like bread, And mixed my drink with weeping

NASB 1995
For I have eaten ashes like bread And mingled my drink with weeping

NASB 1977
For I have eaten ashes like bread, And mingled my drink with weeping,

Legacy Standard Bible
For I have eaten ashes like bread And mixed my drinks with weeping

Amplified Bible
For I have eaten ashes like bread, And have mingled my drink with tears

Christian Standard Bible
I eat ashes like bread and mingle my drinks with tears

Holman Christian Standard Bible
I eat ashes like bread and mingle my drinks with tears

American Standard Version
For I have eaten ashes like bread, And mingled my drink with weeping,

Contemporary English Version
Instead of food, I have ashes to eat and tears to drink,

English Revised Version
For I have eaten ashes like bread, and mingled my drink with weeping.

GOD'S WORD® Translation
I eat ashes like bread and my tears are mixed with my drink

International Standard Version
I have eaten ashes as food and mixed my drink with tears

Majority Standard Bible
For I have eaten ashes like bread and mixed my drink with tears

NET Bible
For I eat ashes as if they were bread, and mix my drink with my tears,

New Heart English Bible
For I have eaten ashes like bread, and mixed my drink with tears,

Webster's Bible Translation
For I have eaten ashes like bread, and mingled my drink with weeping,

World English Bible
For I have eaten ashes like bread, and mixed my drink with tears,
Literal Translations
Literal Standard Version
Because I have eaten ashes as bread, "" And have mingled my drink with weeping,

Young's Literal Translation
Because ashes as bread I have eaten, And my drink with weeping have mingled,

Smith's Literal Translation
For I ate ashes as bread, and I mingled my drink with weeping.
Catholic Translations
Douay-Rheims Bible
For I did eat ashes like bread, and mingled my drink with weeping.

Catholic Public Domain Version
For I chewed on ashes like bread, and I mixed weeping into my drink.

New American Bible
I eat ashes like bread, mingle my drink with tears.

New Revised Standard Version
For I eat ashes like bread, and mingle tears with my drink,
Translations from Aramaic
Lamsa Bible
I have eaten ashes like bread, and mingled my drink with weeping,

Peshitta Holy Bible Translated
Because I have eaten ashes like bread and I have mixed my drink with weeping
OT Translations
JPS Tanakh 1917
For I have eaten ashes like bread, And mingled my drink with weeping,

Brenton Septuagint Translation
For I have eaten ashes as it were bread, and mingled my drink with weeping;

Additional Translations ...
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Context
The Prayer of the Afflicted
8All day long my enemies taunt me; they ridicule me and curse me. 9For I have eaten ashes like bread and mixed my drink with tears 10because of Your indignation and wrath, for You have picked me up and cast me aside.…

Cross References
Job 30:4-5
They plucked mallow among the shrubs, and the roots of the broom tree were their food. / They were banished from among men, shouted at like thieves,

Lamentations 3:15-16
He has filled me with bitterness; He has intoxicated me with wormwood. / He has ground my teeth with gravel and trampled me in the dust.

Ezekiel 24:17
Groan quietly; do not mourn for the dead. Put on your turban and strap your sandals on your feet; do not cover your lips or eat the bread of mourners.”

Ezekiel 24:22
Then you will do as I have done: You will not cover your lips or eat the bread of mourners.

1 Kings 19:4-5
while he himself went a day’s journey into the wilderness. He sat down under a broom tree and prayed that he might die. “I have had enough, LORD,” he said. “Take my life, for I am no better than my fathers.” / Then he lay down under the broom tree and fell asleep. Suddenly an angel touched him and said, “Get up and eat.”

Isaiah 30:20
The Lord will give you the bread of adversity and the water of affliction, but your Teacher will no longer hide Himself—with your own eyes you will see Him.

Jeremiah 15:17
I never sat with the band of revelers, nor did I celebrate with them. Because Your hand was on me, I sat alone, for You have filled me with indignation.

Jeremiah 9:15
Therefore this is what the LORD of Hosts, the God of Israel, says: “Behold, I will feed this people wormwood and give them poisoned water to drink.

Jeremiah 23:15
Therefore this is what the LORD of Hosts says concerning the prophets: “I will feed them wormwood and give them poisoned water to drink, for from the prophets of Jerusalem ungodliness has spread throughout the land.”

Psalm 42:3
My tears have been my food both day and night, while men ask me all day long, “Where is your God?”

Psalm 80:5
You fed them with the bread of tears and made them drink the full measure of their tears.

Psalm 69:21
They poisoned my food with gall and gave me vinegar to quench my thirst.

Matthew 27:34
they offered Him wine to drink, mixed with gall; but after tasting it, He refused to drink it.

Matthew 27:48
One of them quickly ran and brought a sponge. He filled it with sour wine, put it on a reed, and held it up for Jesus to drink.

Mark 15:23
There they offered Him wine mixed with myrrh, but He did not take it.


Treasury of Scripture

For I have eaten ashes like bread, and mingled my drink with weeping.

I Have

Psalm 69:21
They gave me also gall for my meat; and in my thirst they gave me vinegar to drink.

Isaiah 44:20
He feedeth on ashes: a deceived heart hath turned him aside, that he cannot deliver his soul, nor say, Is there not a lie in my right hand?

Lamentations 3:15,16
He hath filled me with bitterness, he hath made me drunken with wormwood…

mingled

Psalm 42:3
My tears have been my meat day and night, while they continually say unto me, Where is thy God?

Psalm 80:5
Thou feedest them with the bread of tears; and givest them tears to drink in great measure.

Job 3:24
For my sighing cometh before I eat, and my roarings are poured out like the waters.

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Psalm 102
1. The prophet in his prayer makes a grievous complaint.
12. He takes comfort in the eternity, and mercy of God
18. The mercies of God are to be recorded
23. He sustains his weakness by the unchangeableness of God.














For I have eaten
The phrase "For I have eaten" suggests a personal and intimate experience of suffering. In the Hebrew context, eating is often associated with taking something into oneself, making it a part of one's being. The psalmist is expressing a deep, internalized sorrow. This imagery of consuming sorrow reflects the profound grief and lamentation that permeates the human experience, especially in times of distress. It is a vivid portrayal of how suffering can become a part of one's daily life, as unavoidable as eating.

ashes like bread
"Ashes" in the Hebrew tradition symbolize mourning, repentance, and humility. In ancient Israel, sitting in ashes or covering oneself with ashes was a common expression of deep sorrow or penitence. By saying "ashes like bread," the psalmist conveys that his mourning is as regular and necessary as his daily sustenance. This metaphor highlights the depth of his despair, as ashes, which are tasteless and lifeless, replace the nourishing and life-sustaining bread. It underscores the severity of his affliction, where even the basic act of eating is overshadowed by grief.

and mixed my drink with tears
The act of mixing one's drink with tears further emphasizes the psalmist's profound sorrow. In the Hebrew culture, tears are a natural expression of grief and lamentation. The imagery of tears mingling with drink suggests that his sorrow is so overwhelming that it permeates every aspect of his life, even his moments of refreshment and relief. This phrase paints a picture of a person whose life is saturated with sadness, where even the simple act of drinking is a reminder of his suffering. It reflects a state of being where joy and comfort seem distant, and sorrow is ever-present.

(9) Ashes like bread.--Lamentations 3:16. A figurative expression, like "dust shall be the serpent's meat" (Isaiah 65:25; comp. Genesis 3:14). With the last clause comp. Psalm 42:3, "tears have been my meat day and night." So too, as an emblem of disappointment, a modern poet:--

"But even while I drank the brook, and ate

The goodly apples, all these things at once

Fell into dust, and I was left alone." . . .

Verse 9. - For I have eaten ashes like bread; i.e. "the 'ashes' of humiliation have been my food. I have, as it were, fed on them." A literal mingling of ashes with his food is not to be thought cf. And mingled my drink with weeping (comp. Psalm 42:3; Psalm 80:5).

Parallel Commentaries ...


Hebrew
For
כִּי־ (kî-)
Conjunction
Strong's 3588: A relative conjunction

I have eaten
אָכָ֑לְתִּי (’ā·ḵā·lə·tî)
Verb - Qal - Perfect - first person common singular
Strong's 398: To eat

ashes
אֵ֭פֶר (’ê·p̄er)
Noun - masculine singular
Strong's 665: Ashes

like bread
כַּלֶּ֣חֶם (kal·le·ḥem)
Preposition-k, Article | Noun - masculine singular
Strong's 3899: Food, bread, grain

and mixed
מָסָֽכְתִּי׃ (mā·sā·ḵə·tî)
Verb - Qal - Perfect - first person common singular
Strong's 4537: To mix, produce by mixing

my drink
וְ֝שִׁקֻּוַ֗י (wə·šiq·qu·way)
Conjunctive waw | Noun - masculine plural construct | first person common singular
Strong's 8249: A draught

with tears,
בִּבְכִ֥י (biḇ·ḵî)
Preposition-b | Noun - masculine singular
Strong's 1065: A weeping, a dripping


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